Struggle with having it all

Facebook gets me upset some times. I had a lot of dreams for my life and while some of them have come true, I feel that I haven't done what I wanted to do with my life. Its hard when so many others have achieved and I feel that I am still 10 years behind. Keeping a positive attitude is hard.

Discouraged - a lot of balls in the air

I guess I didn't realize just how tough work and school would be with this M-Th night school stuff going on. What makes it more difficult is at the same time I'm trying to spend time with my online friends. I really want to get my image together this year. I feel that I'm at a critical point and that it would really help my career to have a better looking self. I need the self confidence as well.

1 day

I did P90x on Monday but I simply have NO time at all throughout this week to continue! I will have to pick it up this weekend and do only 3 days instead of 6. :( I want to do the program but perhaps this is not the best time. When I got home from class last night I had 1 1/2 hrs to bed and I had to fill that time with coming up with my speech for speech class which I present today. Also I have zero time between work and class because we are going to the home inspection at 4. Stressful!

The high protein diet thing makes me sick and I don't think it's doing anything for weight loss. I think I will modify it until I'm hardcore on the plan. I would guess if I'm working out like a mofo like you are supposed to do on the program then it would be a good recovery diet. Right now it is too much and too many calories.

3 days down

Been doing REALLY well eating carefully. Tonight we had chicken and broccoli from take out which could've been a lot worse but wasn't. Haven't been snacking on desserts.

After I did the Jackie Warner workout I couldn't move and I still am having trouble with my hamstrings and quads. P90x is here and I will start it tomorrow! Err make that Friday because I have class tomorrow night.

Speaking of class, it's going ok. I had 4 quizzes and missed 1 answer on 1 of them because damn microscope terminology. It bums me out because I want full points on the quizzes and save all my fudge room for tests. There is no extra credit so I'm a little terrified.

We've been having about 45 min to an hour between lab and lecture and there is a track across the street. I think I will go walk around it a little bit with my ipod tomorrow as long as I'm not furiously cramming for the quizzes.